Senjina
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You never realise how good a family you have until you loose someone truely important to you and know that another could go anytime. Its been 7 months since the loss of my Grandpa who was very close to me as well as my mom and sister. This year would have been their 65th-year anniversary. My grandma stil only partly realises he is gone and nothing is fully the same anymore. I was able to say goodbye but i had left to go back to school the day before he died.. I knew it in my heart that i should have stayed. My grandma is not doing that great and though she has my aunt there with her she can hardly get out of bed and yet take care of what she use to do. Hearing this song... even though in japanese * * brought these memories to mind along with thinking of what i would do when my mom goes.. Things have just been depressing and terrible at home.. i try to look at things positively and not cause issues but.. i am worried abut my mom.honestly i don't know what to do if she goes. We have been closer than many others.. I end up staring at the ceiling. I dont usually cry but ....