Hi everyone, and thankyou for accepting me in to your group. Here is a brief introduction of my current circumstance
Insignificant. That sums me up. Low self-esteem has led me to feelings of terrible loneliness and feelings of isolation (even in a room full of friends). I am 35 years old 4'11" tall, slightly over-weight, wear glasses and feel terribly un-attractive and as a result I have never had a girlfriend. It has got to a point that when I see a woman I am attracted to I never think of trying my luck with them, as who in there right mind would be attracted to me. 35 years old and already resigned to dying a lonely old man.
Because of my height I have always felt different to other men. I am also not very good at telling friends my feelings so I always just act the comedian even though inside I am crying. I am overly cautious of telling anyone I know my true feelings just incase they cant keep my secret.