stratamaster78

I grew up in small town in the 1980's. Made straight A's in school and went to college. Got a degree in Finance that never really helped me begin a career. I also have played guitar for over 20 years and been in bands off and on.

I've always been able to make friends but never able to keep them. I'm a good person and very nice but also quirky with lots of OCD tendencies. I also have no filter with my mouth. I'm honest and truthful about my feelings and opinions that it tends to make others uncomfortable at times. I'm really raw and intense and try to make meaningful connections with people instead of superficial ones. It's a challenge.

I've also not had the best luck dating. I've had my heart broken by women more times than I care to admit. I'm always blindsided by breakups. Things seem to be going great and then they just go cold seemingly out of nowhere.

Which all brings me to why I'm here. I literally have no one in my life anymore. My Mom died 6 months ago and she was my best friend, supporter, and advocate. Also my girlfriend of over a year just suddenly quit talking to me. I still have no idea what happened. We had all the same mutual friends on Facebook and they have all stopped talking to me too. I did nothing wrong but here I am left with absolutely no one in my life for the 1st time ever.