Hello drosera, happy to have you and a warm welcome to you.
I suffer from anxiety as well so I know it sucks, hang in there and just take it one day at a time. Do you take medication and/or therapy for your condition?
Anyway, most people here are nice and open for conversation. Hope you find what you need here.
Anxiety is definitely not fun. Never took meds for me, but I did work through mine on my own. Taking little steps outside my comfort zone until it become my comfort zone and then I branched out more. Taught myself to meditate to help when I did have an anxiety attack.