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AFrozenSoul -I needed to delete my reply to this post sorry, I'll send it to you via pm.

Hi WallflowerGirl, I'm just the same. BrokenInside is right -it's social anxiety. I have a diagnosis of it and got referred to a group course which I was really skeptical about but it turned out to be really useful. I got taught a lot of self-relaxation techniques and ways to cope with the...

That's a lot, going to take a look. Thanks LoneKiller.

Thank you all so much for your responses. They help me more than you realise. When I said I lost someone I truly loved, he’s not died. He’s just left. Gone away, moved on, doesn’t want to know me anymore. I think it would have been easier if he had died. That way at least I would have known he...

I don’t really know where to start. I don’t even know what to say. I just need somewhere to vent. I’m in such a negative place right now. It has been such a long time and I just cannot find the way out. I have tried so many different things and nothing is working. I have health problems and my...

I see an 'I' in my post. I don't see the hypocrisy. I was not passing the blame onto other people but they were simply thoughts due to current situations that are issues for me. Believe me I blame myself for more than I could ever put onto anyone else.

CAS -by sticking around I meant not disappearing in the first place. I was not referring to you in my first post. Please can we not discuss private discussions in public. Okiedokes -I know there are a lot of people who do understand but it's not the people around me. They don't seem to get it...

I wish that I could take away some other people’s pain I wish other people could understand how much life hurts I wish people would stick around

A little early but as we have people from all round the world who will be celebrating at different times... Happy New Year everyone at ALL. I hope 2013 brings you all the happiness you deserve.

I'm sorry that you feel that way LoneKiller. The majority of people on this site are thoughtful and caring. Unfortunately there will always be the few that aren't. I have had experiences with people on here which made me steer clear of the site for a while. Which was a shame because this...

Thanks for the replies guys

Haven't been around here for a while, not been in a great place. Something made me come back here today and I spent a while reading through posts. It's nice to see some regular people still around and a lot of new ones. Hope you are all doing ok. On a sadder note I was shocked to see a...

I guess nothing happened really. He was great, he said all the right things. He seemed to understand where I was coming from and not just that but relate to it. We got on really well. Seemed too perfect to be true. He was. He suddenly changed his mind and that was that. Unfortunately for me I...

I thought I had found someone. In the dark mess of everything else in my life I thought I had finally clicked with someone. I thought he was everything I was looking for. So tired of putting myself out there just to get burnt. I never learn. Rejection hurts. Big time.

I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I believe I would do anything to be in a different place. I know there is a lot I have brought upon myself, I also know life can let you down. There's only so many places that it is possible to turn to in order to avoid going under completely. However when you run...

I respect the fact you guys have all taken the time to reply but I do wish people wouldn't tell me that i'm in this position because I want to be or that I'm not getting out of it because I don't want to. I have tried so hard to get out of this dark place I am in, I have turned to people I know...

I have hit the bottom. I know it. I have been here for a long time now. And believe me i would give anything to get out of this 'rut' it is in no way a choice. I agree, I am zigzagging but I haven't got the energy for it anymore. Thanks for replies