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I'm 34. I have one out of state friend that is the only person I've kept up with that has moved away. Other than that my only legitimate friends are my sister and my roommate/ex. I'm sort of seeing a woman at the moment too. Not really sure what's going on with that. Not sure we can be together...

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It really is a love/hate thing. I like the calm and quiet of it, but I miss the mental connection and physical intimacy of being with someone. I want someone to be alone with. If that makes any sense.

I had to pee.

Nothing yet, but it's early.

Lonely.

Someone to lay next to. Physical intimacy. To hold and be held by someone. Something that feels like it's worth doing.

I know we can't be together, but I can't stop thinking about you.

They've worked for me in that I've actually dated two people. One was a relationship for over a year. Neither lasted, but I wouldn't have met anyone otherwise. They're good for introverted types that don't go out. Which is exactly me.

Sadness. Loneliness. Disappointment. Confusion. I know it can't be but I can't stop thinking about her. It still feels....like something is not right.

Apathetic.

I kind of just don't want to wake up tomorrow. I don't want to wake up alone to this pointless unfulfilling existence.

Intimacy.

That I don't belong and that finding someone to be with is extremely unlikely.

Dwell. Waste more opportunities. Repeat. I don't recommend this approach.

Intimacy.

Feeling: lonely Hoping: for something that can't happen Thinking: that it won't happen again Remembering: what it was like

I have. Won't do it though. I both don't want to live or die. Not sure what that means or what to do about it.

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