Living abroad alone was one of the best decisions I have ever made in my life , it has taught me a load of things and I gained a lot of experience . I used to be that spoiled kid depending too much on my parents shoulders to carry me but I had to do something about it I couldn't swallow it ...
I have been through the same things as you , I also liked your perspectives towards community and how you deal with your social life . All my life I have been feeling lonely until nowadays nothing changed to the better I don't have a lot of friends and I am fine with that as long it is hard...