I feel there's no place for me on this earth-
I don't belong to this world-
I'm different-
I don't belong to anything or anybody-
it's so shattering....
I'm so sorry to hear some1 in your family committed suicide-
I did try it 3 times-
I won't try again-
yes, I envy those who die 'cos they can rest in peace-
sometimes I hear of some1 who's quite loved and who had died and I ask
myself- why did I not die in his place ?
why am i still in this world ?
all of my life I've been the outsider, the weird 1-
the unwanted, the uninvited-
out of place, always-
I feel like no1 ever wants to touch me or stay close to me-
like I had leper-
hi, yes, i just want to die-
I hope to die soon-
I tried so hard to have a normal life, but i failed-
my family is not supportive at all-
I'd love to talk to some1-
just that, not asking for anything more-
plz, forgive my English-