A failure in life

[LonelyL]

I'm suffering because of my failure in life. My past was very painfull. I've always been mistreated, backstabbed, never experienced a loving relationship, marriage or have any children because I always get rejected ever since High School. I'm 44yrs old still living with my mother & sister. Right now I'm a loner. Because of my sufferings I'm a bitter person, I ignore people or curse them out if they get on my nerves, I'm not a friendly person because of this crap Ive been through in my life. I don't know how much more of this I can take..

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[Ak5]

Why do you think you're a failure?

I don't think there is a single human being who hasn't suffered rejection, it's normal.

Anyway, what do you think is the root cause of your failure? Confidence? Appearance?

 

[Arcane]

No matter how many bad things you have been through, how old you are, or what your situation is there is always a chance for happiness and improvement. I"m no optimist but it is a logical statement..you just need to figure out what you want and how to obtain it. Struggle is probably not avoidable..but you have come to the right place if you need someone/people to be here for you.
I know what it's like to have suicidal thoughts...without someone finding me at the right time I would probably be dead right now..but having gone through that I realize what a mistake I made. Things haven't got much better but at the very least im sticking around for curiosity sake..
If you need to vent you can pm me any time.

 

[SophiaGrace]

okay that video was sad.

 

[Sci-Fi]

You seem like a person who needs a great big hug. I echo what AK5 asked, if you are open to discussing what has happened in your life. We all do it here, we don't bite...well some do...

You're not a failure, you are a victim of circumstances that have pulled you down. It's about time to pick you back up and dust yourself off and start rebuilding. It's never too late.