Just want to share my story here...
I am in my early 20s and broke up with first my gf almost 6 months now, we've only been together for 2.5 yrs... but everything changed dramatically at my end. The reason of our break up was because she found someone else, but that's not important. The point is that when I was in a relationship with her, I chose her over everything and I meant everything, family, friends, work etc.
My feelings for her is gone, but its the loneliness that saddens me. All my friends around me are distanced, I am no longer in their social circle, not being invited to any of the events, plus I don't drink or go out, so I have no chance of meeting new friends... Living with my sister doesn't really help either, as we were never close, always hide herself in her room unless dinner.
I rarely have anyone to talk to... and I have no one to share my feelings... (cept you guys...) I feel like every choice that I made has been wrong... somehow I am pushing everyone further and further away. Am I one of those people who are meant to be alone, with no friends?...
I am in my early 20s and broke up with first my gf almost 6 months now, we've only been together for 2.5 yrs... but everything changed dramatically at my end. The reason of our break up was because she found someone else, but that's not important. The point is that when I was in a relationship with her, I chose her over everything and I meant everything, family, friends, work etc.
My feelings for her is gone, but its the loneliness that saddens me. All my friends around me are distanced, I am no longer in their social circle, not being invited to any of the events, plus I don't drink or go out, so I have no chance of meeting new friends... Living with my sister doesn't really help either, as we were never close, always hide herself in her room unless dinner.
I rarely have anyone to talk to... and I have no one to share my feelings... (cept you guys...) I feel like every choice that I made has been wrong... somehow I am pushing everyone further and further away. Am I one of those people who are meant to be alone, with no friends?...