Hello,
Today I just moved here to the College I transferred to. I feel so alone it is unreal. I am 20 years old, and never left my home until just now. I do not know anyone at the new college I am at. I have three roommates, they all knew each other and I was placed with them. They are all out having fun, leaving me feeling isolated. I know it is the first day I am here, but either way it is a Saturday night at 10:30 and I am sitting inside alone on my computer. I am hoping that I can be successful at forming relationships here. In high school and at my previous college I had many friends, but they were all people I grew up with. I am very over-weight and I feel embarrassed to go out and try to meet new people, in a place I do not know. I am afraid of what people with think of me, I do not want to be the subject of two people whispering to each other and making fun of me. I have only been away for a day, but I miss my family. I have been away from them before for a lot long than a day obviously but I know I am not going to see them for a while now and that upsets me. My dad just sent me a text message saying "Are you having fun". What am I supposed to say? "No dad I am depressed and sitting in the room alone by myself". I just told him I was having a good time so my family does not worry. I hope that I can find a relationship with a girl at college. I am 20, never even kissed a girl or anything. Well, never a kiss that meant anything.
I just need someone to talk to. I cannot keep sitting alone in my room and watching T.V. I need something else to help me with the time. If you have read all of this I thank you, at least I know someone knows how I feel.
Today I just moved here to the College I transferred to. I feel so alone it is unreal. I am 20 years old, and never left my home until just now. I do not know anyone at the new college I am at. I have three roommates, they all knew each other and I was placed with them. They are all out having fun, leaving me feeling isolated. I know it is the first day I am here, but either way it is a Saturday night at 10:30 and I am sitting inside alone on my computer. I am hoping that I can be successful at forming relationships here. In high school and at my previous college I had many friends, but they were all people I grew up with. I am very over-weight and I feel embarrassed to go out and try to meet new people, in a place I do not know. I am afraid of what people with think of me, I do not want to be the subject of two people whispering to each other and making fun of me. I have only been away for a day, but I miss my family. I have been away from them before for a lot long than a day obviously but I know I am not going to see them for a while now and that upsets me. My dad just sent me a text message saying "Are you having fun". What am I supposed to say? "No dad I am depressed and sitting in the room alone by myself". I just told him I was having a good time so my family does not worry. I hope that I can find a relationship with a girl at college. I am 20, never even kissed a girl or anything. Well, never a kiss that meant anything.
I just need someone to talk to. I cannot keep sitting alone in my room and watching T.V. I need something else to help me with the time. If you have read all of this I thank you, at least I know someone knows how I feel.
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