i like being crude. i try not to bring it here cause most of the people here are very supportive, and seem to be emotional. im emotional in a needy way. as long as we go back to love after wards, im okay with whatever. when im in a good mood, im offensive and sarcastic. i like to fight. i like to argue. ive made friends who i can go to that wont get upset. but theyve been busy for a good couple months now. i dont have that many people now that i can buddy with. i can only complain about the economy and work, when at work... were not close enough to talk about other things or do stuff outside of work. i cant do it online because people think im trolling. i met a girl who lied all the time. she had the best humor. when we ran out of stuff to talk about we just insulted each other. we were buddies, until she just stopped talking. boyfriend... its like when guys wrestle and fight or call each other names but are still friends. i want that. i dont get along with most guys though, and girls arent like that... the girl i like now likes to wrestle but she doesnt like cursing and she doesnt even live near me. so ive got nothing there. just sucks.
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Crudeness is part of my redneck heritage. I also don't have any problems talking about sex, which makes a lot of people feel I'm being inappropriate. I used to get really embarrassed when I'd say something that shocked people, now I just shrug it off. I can't tell if I'm really being THAT inappropriate, or if people are shocked because I'm this little quiet girl and then all of a sudden utter garbage comes out of my mouth.
Now that I'm living back in the South I feel I've been gagged. I just can't say anything down here without seriously shocking or offending people, which kind of ticks me off. The girls are so.....girly and sensitive. And while I know damn well the guys are saying the same things once all the 'ladies' have left the room, I'm somehow not allowed to join in. Very irritating. I miss the Pacific NW where I could talk about vibrators without people swooning.
I have to admit that my family has learned to accept me as I am. The other day I was having bad balance and tripping over things left and right. I griped "**** me." and my dad just laughed and said "I can't, we're related". That made me smile.
Now that I'm living back in the South I feel I've been gagged. I just can't say anything down here without seriously shocking or offending people, which kind of ticks me off. The girls are so.....girly and sensitive. And while I know damn well the guys are saying the same things once all the 'ladies' have left the room, I'm somehow not allowed to join in. Very irritating. I miss the Pacific NW where I could talk about vibrators without people swooning.
I have to admit that my family has learned to accept me as I am. The other day I was having bad balance and tripping over things left and right. I griped "**** me." and my dad just laughed and said "I can't, we're related". That made me smile.
