Does anyone here plan to kill themselves if things don't change?

CAS · Jul 6, 2012

I'm considering ending it at 30 if my life doesn't improve. That gives me six years to try and change things. I think my method would be either hanging or a ****-load of pills.

Anyone else? How would you do it, when and why?

LoneKiller · Jul 6, 2012

Sweet Jesus.

I don't plan to kill myself if things don't improve. I couldn't do that to the ones who love me. I also wouldn't want to have to answer to God for doing something like that.

To be honest, things are so much better now than 15 years ago. CAS, there are things in life that you just can't change. It's not fair to you as a person to feel that you are responsible for everything that happens to you in life. Other people play a role in your life which can be a good or bad thing.

A good example is this forum. We are here to help you so that you have a much better chance at getting well then you would by yourself in most cases. You have support and genuine concern from all of us here.

You have me very concerned. I have a strong feeling that you are going to wait until your 6 years are up to end your life. I hope to God that I'm wrong. Don't saddle yourself with such a dire deadline to meet.

I'm going to send you a pm after I put my coffee on.

ladyforsaken · Jul 6, 2012

I gotta agree with LK. Life is unpredictable. Things may happen after you're 30. If life is so big yet so short, why would you want to make it shorter and limit opportunities that may come? Some opportunities take eons to appear in your life. Yeah I speak with a bit of hope and faith. Because I know that no matter what the outcome my life is going to have, I'm going to make sure that I make full good use of it - whether I end up alone or with the love of my life. It starts now.

*HUGGGSS* CAS.

Come on, let's do this. You're not alone, buddy.