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I'ts hard for me even to get myself to writing this here, it seems pointless, communication is something that I find harder as I get older. What is worth saying? I feel like nothing is, not even this, but I have to write something. Well, I don't have to, I don't have to write, or say or do anything, I don't even have to live, but I'm not dying anytime soon, and I wish I wasn't alone, and communicating with other people makes me feel less lonely, but is very hard, mainly because I feel there is nothing worth saying and I can't find value in it. I know it doesn't matter the topic (or I think so), two people chatting about the weather or meaningless gossip can be as productive as two people sharing ideas on life or philosophy, in the end the topic is just a medium, or an excuse. That's the way I see it. And I feel like I've already said so much, but I'm still alone, so it's hard for me to find it useful. Does that make sense to you? Or do you value a conversation even if nothing else came from it? I'm talking mainly about chatting with stranger on the internet, not friends or acquaintances.