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choxie
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Went out to eat delicious Italian food with my best friend yesterday, then we went back to her cozy house and left for a birthday party. We spent a lot of time in her house and in her car just talking, sharing secrets, and deep feelings. Lots of hugs, affirmations, smiles, laughter, venting, and advice. The best part of it was that it was so comfortable to me. This person I now regard almost as a part of my family.
I was just thinking about how special this was to me, because I remember a time when I didn't have good friends that I felt comfortable with; to hang out frequently and share secrets with. This particular friend has really taught me a lot about emotionality and expression, two things that I had really clamped down on in my past and contributed to my loneliness. I still struggle with these things at times, but I am learning that it is okay to feel certain things and express them. Sometimes you just have to create the right environment if you can't find it, and stick to the right kinds of people when you're curious about them.
Hope everyone is having a good weekend!
-Choxie
I was just thinking about how special this was to me, because I remember a time when I didn't have good friends that I felt comfortable with; to hang out frequently and share secrets with. This particular friend has really taught me a lot about emotionality and expression, two things that I had really clamped down on in my past and contributed to my loneliness. I still struggle with these things at times, but I am learning that it is okay to feel certain things and express them. Sometimes you just have to create the right environment if you can't find it, and stick to the right kinds of people when you're curious about them.
Hope everyone is having a good weekend!
-Choxie
