Timepilot
New member
This is an interesting site. I happened upon it by typing "I'm a freaking loser" into Google and hitting search. I AM lonely, even though I have a family. My family happens to be 2000 miles away, however. My wife and 4 kids stayed on the Mississippi Gulf Coast while I moved here to Idaho to seek employment and start a new life. We don't really like the coast. Lots of bad memories. Unfortunately, it's been 3 months and I haven't found a job. I miss my kids. I miss my dogs. I'm worried about my wife. I'm a total wreck of a person, and I have no idea when or if it'll ever get any better. I used to think that "my future" will be great, just gotta hang in there. Recently, however, it has been a string of disasters, one after the other. I'm finding it very hard to keep the faith. Very hard, indeed. I feel like a total failure. I'll try to go into detail later... it should make for some very interesting reading. It'll be better than TV. Heck, even I can't believe some of the things that've happened, and it's happening to me! So, hello, everyone. Nice to meet you all. I'm very new at this forum deal, so bear with me if I'm doing it all wrong...