hello

[maddog263]

im thinking of contemplating (very close to doing it) as ive got problems. u see ive had a partner for 10 years and ive 2 beautiful kids who i addor. well last year me and my partner gave it a break for a bit due to family issues, we ended up getting back together and it was better. in october i took her into town and we meet some complete strangers. (lasses) i made it clear i was with someone and that was that (well what i thought anyways) until a month ago when my partner split up from me saying she had a message from one of these lasses saying id cheated on her. when infact ive never seen this lass apart from that night. now my whole life has come crushing down on me. i cant see my kids, she doesnt want anything to do with me and i dont see a way out. is this how life is suppose to be? im at rock bottom