hello all i am feeling a bit lonely
i've kinda gradually lost all my friends including my best friend of around 13 years. over the years most of my friends and i drifted away from one another personality and life style changes and such, but worse i developed a bit of a drinking problem and ended up driving the rest of my friends away with some of my awful drunken behaviour including my best friend though i belive it was partly his fault our friendship ended up how it did too. anyway quit drinking now but im pretty damn lonely i got no job at the moment been trying to find one for the last couple months.
I do have one friend who comes over my house all the time etc. but hes kind of a fuckhead and i don't enjoy his company that much and he embarrasses me almost everywhere we go because of the way he talks and acts lol (he naturally pisses people off), though i do care about him a little and would not cut him out of my life because he is very depressed and even more anti social than me etc.
i've kinda gradually lost all my friends including my best friend of around 13 years. over the years most of my friends and i drifted away from one another personality and life style changes and such, but worse i developed a bit of a drinking problem and ended up driving the rest of my friends away with some of my awful drunken behaviour including my best friend though i belive it was partly his fault our friendship ended up how it did too. anyway quit drinking now but im pretty damn lonely i got no job at the moment been trying to find one for the last couple months.
I do have one friend who comes over my house all the time etc. but hes kind of a fuckhead and i don't enjoy his company that much and he embarrasses me almost everywhere we go because of the way he talks and acts lol (he naturally pisses people off), though i do care about him a little and would not cut him out of my life because he is very depressed and even more anti social than me etc.
