How long have you been lonely?

[theSmokingRabbit]

All my life, if the existentialist view is to be adopted.

Existentially I'm a bit nihilistic, but I'm relatively certain we're not discussing our philosophical views here.

How long have I been lonely? As long as I can remember. I've only ever had one or two close friends that have their own lives. Usually I'm just doing my own thing, wandering around and watching the world pass by with a bewildered expression on my face.

 

[omniac]

All my life, if the existentialist view is to be adopted.

Forever, I'm not different they are, doesn't matter

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Lonely....Ive actuallhy felt.
I live with poeple all my life or
had people around me sll my life.


Isolate myself Ive had...thats becuase I thought people were retarded..so it wasnt a lonely feeling...


this is what I actually feel

disconnected from life
seperation from love

i Have adandonment issues...I guess
Ive always had this feeling since I was adandent as a child and it never completly left.
I over react a lot to it....when I get rejected. My behvior patterns is to
cover up that abandentment feelings with women and lots of sex.

Its really wierd. The only two women that can cllam me down is my mother
and Renae...All I have hear is their vioce
or anytype of contacts with them....
I chill the **** out and feel OK.

Ive had plenty of women tell me they love me. ..but its not the same.
Its not the women. Becuase some of the women Ive been with really do love me.
But I still carry that abandnement feeling. Thats why I have a hard time in relationships with other women or I sabtage the relationship.

 

[mrsme]

1. How long have you been lonely? Months, years, or decades? I was quite a happy kid, but when i was around 12, 13 and puberty started so did depression. so six years..

2. Do you feel you are deep down different from other people (i.e. a personal trainer probably wouldn't help)?
Yes, especially if i compare myself to people my age (17 almost 18), The clothes i like, the music i listen to, the way i think / talk.


3. Do you have mood swings, or are you just philosophical about your situation?

Bit of both.

 

[freedom]

1. How long have you been lonely? Months, years, or decades?

I've been lonely my whole life, going on three decades now.

2. Do you feel you are deep down different from other people (i.e. a personal trainer probably wouldn't help)?

Yes. I'm not made for this kind of lifestyle. Deep down, I know I'm meant for greatness and power.

3. Do you have mood swings, or are you just philosophical about your situation?

I'm just philosophical about it.

 

[tedgresham]

I'm new here, and was wondering how I fit in. Is anyone up for brief questions?

1. How long have you been lonely? Months, years, or decades?

2. Do you feel you are deep down different from other people (i.e. a personal trainer probably wouldn't help)?

3. Do you have mood swings, or are you just philosophical about your situation?

I'll start: decades, different, philosophical

Your turn.

1. 54 years
2. yes
3. both