but really just 2 worth counting.
But I thank you for remembering. lol
Well you haven’t responded or reacted to anyone’s answers so I wondered.
proudly one (all or one is my policy ... in your case zero is all)
Ohh sorry I neglected to answer your first question. So to answer your first question, what I meant by relationship is intimacy. Because in both of my relationships, both of them began as just tennis partners. At that point, it was not relationships but instead as tennis partners only. That's what it was intended for in the first place, and that's all I wanted. So it was the two ladies who initiated the relationships, that is, made the tennis partnership develop into a relationship. In the case of Marisa, it was actually a Male friend, Paul, who instigated it. Because one day when Marisa and I were together, he openly said to us that Marisa and I have a relationship. I believe he was only joking or teasing me. But that gave Marisa the so-called "bright idea" that it was a actual relationship. So the next time I got together with Marisa, she had suddenly begun wearing a dress and makeup. Until then, she had only worn t-shirt and denim pants. But right after Paul's offhand remark, she began wearing a dress and makeup. I don't want to blame Paul, but he instigated it. No, I'm not mad at him at all. After all, Marisa was fun. But too much for me to handle.
Honestly, it sounds better than being alone.
But I do feel alone. My wife is just sharing the house with me, that is all. I guess you'd have to be in my situation to understand. Believe me, we've tried to make our relationship better with counsellors, courses, other ideas, all instigated by me, but it just never seems to take. Weird thing is, over the years she's bought several books on "improving your relationship with your man" and it hasn't helped her. Anyway, age seems to have defeated me now.
