i apologize

[Misanthrope23]

i apologize for the outburst i had the other day and how it escalated into a confrontation. i guess i took things too seriously and that has caused a lot of stress. and this caused me to insult people by writing negative comments. i was misguided in thinking that everyone who posted pictures of themselves on this site, were arrogant people looking for attention. i should have also realized people do in fact want to help me with my problems, but i thought too negatively about everything. i am sorry ladyforsaken that i made you upset and said that i hate life. i may have been dealt a bad hand and thus perceive the world in a different way, but that doesn't mean that there aren't good and beautiful aspects of life. also i'm sorry brokeninside that i haven't responded back to you, even if you wanted to help too.

so to mark a new perspective on life, i changed my avator to Curly from Hey Arnold. i think laughter can be a good remedy for loneliness/depression, especially with such a silly, misunderstood character as Curly, which i can relate to.

here's the episode where he snaps and takes control of the principal's office lol

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again i apologize if i have offended anyone. i'm really not like this in real life. it's just that i keep emotions inside and they tend to let loose from having been hidden for so long.

cheers.

 

[painter's radio]

Respect

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[EveWasFramed]

+1

 

[ladyforsaken]

Misanthrope, we just wanted to help you and let you know that you're not alone. Relax, we're not here to fight or anything. We care and we'd try to help, when you present problems or ask for help. Nothing wrong with that. Thank you for your original post of apology. It takes a lot for someone to do what you're doing here and I really appreciate it.

I'm really glad to know too when you say you're not really like this in real life. It's understandable too when one gets wrapped up in their emotions after bottling them up for so long. I'm sure we've all been through that too. I have.

But give positivity a chance as well. And don't let these emotions get you down. Well, try not to. *hugs* I sincerely wish things will get better for you. Don't give up, keep talking to us here on the forum. Most of us are in the same boat so let's just make the ride better while being in the boat lol.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Misanthrope, we just wanted to help you and let you know that you're not alone. Relax, we're not here to fight or anything. We care and we'd try to help, when you present problems or ask for help. Nothing wrong with that. Thank you for your original post of apology. It takes a lot for someone to do what you're doing here and I really appreciate it.

I'm really glad to know too when you say you're not really like this in real life. It's understandable too when one gets wrapped up in their emotions after bottling them up for so long. I'm sure we've all been through that too. I have.

But give positivity a chance as well. And don't let these emotions get you down. Well, try not to. *hugs* I sincerely wish things will get better for you. Don't give up, keep talking to us here on the forum. Most of us are in the same boat so let's just make the ride better while being in the boat lol.

+1

 

[Misanthrope23]

Misanthrope, we just wanted to help you and let you know that you're not alone. Relax, we're not here to fight or anything. We care and we'd try to help, when you present problems or ask for help. Nothing wrong with that. Thank you for your original post of apology. It takes a lot for someone to do what you're doing here and I really appreciate it.

I'm really glad to know too when you say you're not really like this in real life. It's understandable too when one gets wrapped up in their emotions after bottling them up for so long. I'm sure we've all been through that too. I have.

But give positivity a chance as well. And don't let these emotions get you down. Well, try not to. *hugs* I sincerely wish things will get better for you. Don't give up, keep talking to us here on the forum. Most of us are in the same boat so let's just make the ride better while being in the boat lol.

thank you ladyforsaken i'm glad that you still care, even after i've been so negative. it may be hard but i'll try to stay positive from now on.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Yeah it won't be easy. But who said it ever is? You don't have to always be positive, I guess just try your best to see the good in things and people. It helps. Even if it's a negative situation, find something positive out of it. I guess it helps us move on really, because if we focus on all the negativity in this world, we'd never know what happiness is.

Just keep talking to us. You do post some sensible content around here. Keep at it!

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Misanthrope, we just wanted to help you and let you know that you're not alone. Relax, we're not here to fight or anything. We care and we'd try to help, when you present problems or ask for help. Nothing wrong with that. Thank you for your original post of apology. It takes a lot for someone to do what you're doing here and I really appreciate it.

I'm really glad to know too when you say you're not really like this in real life. It's understandable too when one gets wrapped up in their emotions after bottling them up for so long. I'm sure we've all been through that too. I have.

But give positivity a chance as well. And don't let these emotions get you down. Well, try not to. *hugs* I sincerely wish things will get better for you. Don't give up, keep talking to us here on the forum. Most of us are in the same boat so let's just make the ride better while being in the boat lol.

+1

thanks Eve.

 

[Rosebolt]

I've been thinking about the matter quite a bit, what you said, what i said, and i came to the conclusion that i wanted to give you another chance.

So i woke up this morning, crawled behind my computer, and i read this. I have alot of respect for what you just did, misanthrope.

After the negativity that you endured after that outburst, you managed to clear your mind and write a public apology. Not only does that take some balls, but you have some serious redemptive powers going on there as well. This shows how strong of a person you can be. I can definately learn a thing or two from you.

I understand it completely if you rather ignore me for the rest of your life, after what i said, i completely understand if you're mad at me.

As i said, i want to give you another chance, and after this post, you deserve alot of those. If you ever feel like talking about anything, i'll do everything i can to help you. I know i'm not the first person you'd turn to, and i understand that, but know that i'm there for you.

Take care. I mean it.

 

[mountainvista]

That was big of you. Props.

 

[BrokenInside]

Hey Misanthrope no need to apologize, i totally understand your situation. Sometimes we suppress are feelings a lot, they pile up and eventually turn in to an emotional outburst. Sometimes we just can't inhibit negative thoughts. You did hurt some people by your words yesterday. But your apology is a big sign that you are a good human We all are fighting on some front. We all are lonely somehow. We just want you to join our hands with this determination that we will help eachother to stand up again if any of us falls.
*Every cloud has a silver lining." : )
I still care about you. When you are gloomy, just talk to me, ladyforsaken, Rosebolt or anyone you trust. You are not alone, don't ever forget this : )
Ladyforsaken and Rosebolt....you guys are great

P.S: Misanthrope you still owe me something

 

[Misanthrope23]

I've been thinking about the matter quite a bit, what you said, what i said, and i came to the conclusion that i wanted to give you another chance.

So i woke up this morning, crawled behind my computer, and i read this. I have alot of respect for what you just did, misanthrope.

After the negativity that you endured after that outburst, you managed to clear your mind and write a public apology. Not only does that take some balls, but you have some serious redemptive powers going on there as well. This shows how strong of a person you can be. I can definately learn a thing or two from you.

I understand it completely if you rather ignore me for the rest of your life, after what i said, i completely understand if you're mad at me.

As i said, i want to give you another chance, and after this post, you deserve alot of those. If you ever feel like talking about anything, i'll do everything i can to help you. I know i'm not the first person you'd turn to, and i understand that, but know that i'm there for you.

Take care. I mean it.

thanks Rosebolt! i was going to include you in the apology but i couldn't remember your name (i'm sorry i'm bad with remembering names). yeah what i said before i'm sorry about. i just continued to feed off the negativity and i know that's not right. i'm trying to change now and be more positive. and i won't ignore you! you have good advice like everyone else here.

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Hey Misanthrope no need to apologize, i totally understand your situation. Sometimes we suppress are feelings a lot, they pile up and eventually turn in to an emotional outburst. Sometimes we just can't inhibit negative thoughts. You did hurt some people by your words yesterday. But your apology is a big sign that you are a good human We all are fighting on some front. We all are lonely somehow. We just want you to join our hands with this determination that we will help eachother to stand up again if any of us falls.
*Every cloud has a silver lining." : )
I still care about you. When you are gloomy, just talk to me, ladyforsaken, Rosebolt or anyone you trust. You are not alone, don't ever forget this : )
Ladyforsaken and Rosebolt....you guys are great

P.S: Misanthrope you still owe me something

do i owe you a hug? if so here you go :HUGSSS: <3 lol

 

[ladyforsaken]

That was big of you. Props.

Agreed!

Hey Misanthrope no need to apologize, i totally understand your situation. Sometimes we suppress are feelings a lot, they pile up and eventually turn in to an emotional outburst. Sometimes we just can't inhibit negative thoughts. You did hurt some people by your words yesterday. But your apology is a big sign that you are a good human We all are fighting on some front. We all are lonely somehow. We just want you to join our hands with this determination that we will help eachother to stand up again if any of us falls.
*Every cloud has a silver lining." : )
I still care about you. When you are gloomy, just talk to me, ladyforsaken, Rosebolt or anyone you trust. You are not alone, don't ever forget this : )
Ladyforsaken and Rosebolt....you guys are great

P.S: Misanthrope you still owe me something

Yep, BrokenInside said it all. And hey BrokenInside, you're just as great really.
*hugs* to all of you guys, you too misanthrope!

 

[BrokenInside]

do i owe you a hug? if so here you go :HUGSSS: <3 lol

Lol No I was asking you to reply my messages!

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Yep, BrokenInside said it all. And hey BrokenInside, you're just as great really.
*hugs* to all of you guys, you too misanthrope!

*hugs back*

 

[Rosebolt]

thanks Rosebolt! i was going to include you in the apology but i couldn't remember your name (i'm sorry i'm bad with remembering names). yeah what i said before i'm sorry about. i just continued to feed off the negativity and i know that's not right. i'm trying to change now and be more positive. and i won't ignore you! you have good advice like everyone else here.

You continue to amaze me, i'm very much in awe that you can change yourself like you did, and have such a sense of forgiveness to forgive me too.

I feel a change in the forums here, i really think you brought us all closer together, subconsciously. That's something i wanted to tell you, i think you deserve to know that. I might be the only one thinking that though.

Take care man, and know that i'm here for you.

Oh and by the way, don't worry about forgetting my name, it's alright. I can have a very bad memory at times, you won't believe! lol.

 

[BrokenInside]

I feel a change in the forums here, i really think you brought us all closer together, subconsciously. That's something i wanted to tell you, i think you deserve to know that. I might be the only one thinking that though.

I second ya here! I feel this positive change too. Thanks Misanthrope : )

 

[ladyforsaken]

I feel a change in the forums here, i really think you brought us all closer together, subconsciously. That's something i wanted to tell you, i think you deserve to know that. I might be the only one thinking that though.

Oh and by the way, don't worry about forgetting my name, it's alright. I can have a very bad memory at times, you won't believe! lol.

Yeah I gotta say I think so too. See you do wonders without even realising it misanthrope.

And Rosebolt has a knack for forgetting names, even mine, so you're even.

LOL just kidding.
He's got quite an intelligent memory there.

Peace to you all.

 

[LoneKiller]

I respect your apologizing in front of everyone. It takes a lot of courage and humility to do so. I have yet to meet someone who can keep their cool 24/7.
If it will help you any, the next time you feel angry at something or need to vent, just send me a pm and give me hell for no good reason.

 

[Misanthrope23]

thank you guys all so much. it really means a lot to me that there are people that care in this world, from the most unexpected places. before i always thought that no one cared or understood what i was going through. i felt like an outcast, a hopeless cause. but you guys have given me hope. though i'm still not fully "cured" (maybe there really isn't a cure per say for depression/anxiety) but there are ways to lessen the pain. i may still think that there are more bad things in the world than good, but as long as there are good people on this planet, it keeps me going.

 

[ladyforsaken]

*two thumbs up* awesome, Misanthrope. Keep going, we're all with ya.

 

[BrokenInside]

Yes we definitely are. Keep going