I feel like i m weakening afther all the years.

[hawt]

So latley i v become depressed and feeling lonely? To start my story i need to tell my life story. i was born in a small city where aint many people, when i was child my life was happy as i remember, i had lots of friends,i was looking good but when i went to school i slighty started getting fat and on so so at like 7-8 grade i started to avoid other people and only stayed true to my couple firends at school.So it was still pretty fun times i remember, i ride bmx,my homies and i do it all the time.
The thing is, i got old at 2010 when i was 17, i only wanted to have good times and girlfriends but its hard cause my situation is pretty ****.i feel like only way to fix this problem is to move to another city because now when i m 18 i have become a very good talker,everywhere i go to ride my bike and party, i make shitloads of friends from any corner but in my town i moslty sit alone at nights? Because i dont have many friends here, i have only couple ones who are nolifers too,having this little friends keeps my bmx career down aswell because i dont want to risk with a injury, then i have nothing to do.. so yeah i make friends everywhere i go but where i live almost everybody knows everyone and i dont know noone and i cant do a thing about it...

 

[septicemia]

Dude, go ride your BMX bike! You dont have to do all the wild stuff that will get your neck broke, but you totally need to go and ride and socialize and you will have a lot of fun! YOu know you will!

 

[hawt]

So yeah its funny situation, if only i could start again!!! I am so happy with my looks and everything but i hate that i was weird some years ago, it ruined my life...

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Dude, go ride your BMX bike! You dont have to do all the wild stuff that will get your neck broke, but you totally need to go and ride and socialize and you will have a lot of fun! YOu know you will!

I ride almost every day because i have nothing better to do but i dont find new people where i live and i cant socialise with others because i never have, i know its weird but my couple friends are experieng the same problem,we are like a outcast we have friends from another places,its pretty crazy BTW i m sorry about my english,its not my mother language.