Lonelyroad
We all need to talk!
I think if we weren't at the beginning of winter which is just rain, rain and more rain with some really cold days thrown in then i'd just pack up my rucksack and get tae **** for as long as i could handle it! Just to pack up and get tae ****! Tell nobody, take what i need and just bolt! Just to get away from everyone around me's ********! I just feel like a doormat at the moment and too many people happy to take the piss because of my good nature but these arseholes are getting saftness wae daftness and i just feel like telling them all to "Go **** themselves" and i'd actually mean it. I'm just having a good moan and i'm stuck where i am and nobody wpuld actually give a **** up until they need a favour done or something that thing that only benefits the other person. I really have a '**** the world, just let it burn' attitude just now and it sucks. I don't know what the world out there is like in general but where i live, people would stab you in the back at any or every point if it benefits them. The people around me, not just people i know well and know a little but people all over the place are more likely to screw you over if given half a chance. Its tough being treated like you don't exsist and that your in nobodys thoughts. Being lonely and lonliness in general sucks, it sucks more when the people who tell me i can count on them really don't give a toss. Im not just a blacksheep of my family but feel like the blacksheep of the world right now. I'm an easy going guy but was told recently that i was negative as **** and after i thought about this i realised that yeah i am kinda negative now-a-days and probably down to the fact that the world is full of people who will bring you down at every opportunity and you end up as negative as they want you! Anyway, i've had my moan. **** u world today! It might be different tomorrow but i doubt it! Thanks for listening x
