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i am barely eighteen years old and i can't believe how alone i feel day after day.
i find it extremely hard to relate to people my age, and frequently find little things triggering depression. i've researched manic depression and seasonal affective disorder, but when it comes down to it i think i'm just lonely. i have lots of friends but i feel so distant from everyone. and those that i'm close to just always seem to let me down, and it feels like no one knows how amazing of a person i am; no one understands me.
i don't really know what i'm looking for on here, or what i except to get as a reply, but i just thought if i could say this anywhere, it would be here.
i find it extremely hard to relate to people my age, and frequently find little things triggering depression. i've researched manic depression and seasonal affective disorder, but when it comes down to it i think i'm just lonely. i have lots of friends but i feel so distant from everyone. and those that i'm close to just always seem to let me down, and it feels like no one knows how amazing of a person i am; no one understands me.
i don't really know what i'm looking for on here, or what i except to get as a reply, but i just thought if i could say this anywhere, it would be here.