Not sure I know what would make me happy anymore
Some might think I have a pretty good life and should be happy
Self destructive behavior is destined to blow up in my face ...and not sure I even care if it does
Just because others may have it worse doesnt mean we should feel any worse because of how we feel to begin with. We have to empower ourselves before we can think of helping others after all. I hope you find what sparks your smile. I hope everyone can find that one day.