GoodForNothing
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Hi, my name is David, and I am 18 years old. I suffer from loneliness, depression, and maybe anxiety. Almost everyday suicide is on my mind. I have almost no friends, no girlfriend, no 'grades', nothing. All I have is a dysfunctional family that hardly talks to each other without it ending up in an argument.
The one or two friend(s) I have left, have already started their lives with a part-time job and college, while I'm sitting here wallowing about. I haven't finished high school yet, but I'm trying to finish that in continuation school.
I feel like I just lay around, taking up space, making absolutely zero use of myself. I've come to the point where I welcome death. If I were to die, at any time, I wouldn't care. I feel like I don't matter to anything, or anyone, nothing but a burden. I've even been eating less, to conserve food that would go to waste if I ate it.
Well, I don't want to waste anymore of anyone's time, since I'm just rambling on about a bunch of crap.
-Have a good one.
The one or two friend(s) I have left, have already started their lives with a part-time job and college, while I'm sitting here wallowing about. I haven't finished high school yet, but I'm trying to finish that in continuation school.
I feel like I just lay around, taking up space, making absolutely zero use of myself. I've come to the point where I welcome death. If I were to die, at any time, I wouldn't care. I feel like I don't matter to anything, or anyone, nothing but a burden. I've even been eating less, to conserve food that would go to waste if I ate it.
Well, I don't want to waste anymore of anyone's time, since I'm just rambling on about a bunch of crap.
-Have a good one.