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If it wasnt for university and work i wouldnt leave the house
Its not that i dont want to, its that i cant...I moved far away from my friends a while ago...and my university friends have their own little out-of-uni groups they spend their time with. Im in a new crappy area and dont know what to do.
My uni friends arnt even friends...its just a "hi" "bye" type of thing, i think there using me as well...once the works done they go there merry way
Ive been lurking for a while, but tonight ive hit a low and wanted to get this off my chest. Theres a party going on across my street...its midnight, and they all seem like they're having lots of fun dancing and partying. I wish i could go to one, i wish i could host one as well (but nobody would bother coming)
I hate moving. All of my relatives i know have met their close friends from school or uni or from friends of a friend from school or uni...I feel i have just ruined any chance of having a true friend. I guess ill just be living in a world of Hi's and Bye's
I love watching movies at the cinemas, but im too scared to go watch it by myself from the embarasment that may come from it.
I wish i had someone i could talk to, someone to spend time with, someone who cared about me. If i died right now nobody would really care...some would be shocked but that would be it.
Loneliness sucks, its the worst feeling ive ever had and i wouldn't even wish it upon my enemies.
*continues dancing like an idiot in my room by myself to the party music*
~LongTimeLurker
Its not that i dont want to, its that i cant...I moved far away from my friends a while ago...and my university friends have their own little out-of-uni groups they spend their time with. Im in a new crappy area and dont know what to do.
My uni friends arnt even friends...its just a "hi" "bye" type of thing, i think there using me as well...once the works done they go there merry way
Ive been lurking for a while, but tonight ive hit a low and wanted to get this off my chest. Theres a party going on across my street...its midnight, and they all seem like they're having lots of fun dancing and partying. I wish i could go to one, i wish i could host one as well (but nobody would bother coming)
I hate moving. All of my relatives i know have met their close friends from school or uni or from friends of a friend from school or uni...I feel i have just ruined any chance of having a true friend. I guess ill just be living in a world of Hi's and Bye's
I love watching movies at the cinemas, but im too scared to go watch it by myself from the embarasment that may come from it.
Loneliness sucks, its the worst feeling ive ever had and i wouldn't even wish it upon my enemies.
*continues dancing like an idiot in my room by myself to the party music*
~LongTimeLurker