Need help improving my appearance.

[SerenaJames867]

I can’t help but think that every guy I see only wants light skinned girls. Light skinned girls being the majority of Mixed, White, Asian, Latina and Indian girls any race except Black girls. So many Black guy are even in interracial relationships. I try not to get mad when I see Black guys with light skinned girls. I know that love has no kind of barrier but is normal now a days to see what guys with light skinned girls and Black girls usually with Black guy or no guy. It is so very rare that in interracial relationships that the girl is Black. It’s like no guy wants to be with a Black girl leaving so many of us single. Not too long ago I even gained confidence to ask out this guy I have a crush on (he is white). When I asked he just look at me disgusted and laughed then told me that “he doesn’t date Black girls”. I hate that Black girls are deemed the least desirable and attractive. People say it is because Black girls don’t look feminine that they look like men. I always hear people say that, “It’s hard to find a pretty Black girl…she usually has to be mixed to be pretty”. All of this is really getting to me I feel hideous and don’t really look at myself in the mirror because I just see this creature with dark skin, broad facial features and coarse kinky hair all of which is viewed as ugly. So I am planning to lighten my skin and get a weave to look more attractive and desirable. Do you know any good skin lightening creams? Do you know any other ideas on how I can improve my appearance?
Thanks.

 

[Sci-Fi]

Aren't you the one who posted this thread?

http://www.alonelylife.com/showthread.php?tid=29475

You got a lot of replies to it but never posted again. Now you have another new account posting the exact same thing. Hopefully you aren't trolling the forum. Since this topic is already active feel free to return to it and respond to what everyone said. But I'm just going to close this one down so people don't end up repeating what they've already said.