New girl...

[annik]

and I hate being the new girl I hope I won't feel that way for long. I'm extremely shy, lonely, isolated and unhappy. I think people think I'm a bit weird...which I'm ok with...up to a point

I'd like to talk to some people here and maybe get to know you all more...while hiding under my duvet because I'm scared...

 

[SophiaGrace]

What're you afraid of? Hello Anni.

Welcome to ALL. We're happy to have you here.

 

[annik]

Thank you.
Its just scary reaching out I guess. I think I might have to make myself answer a few threads to get started!

 

[Lollipop286]

Welcome

 

[CapitalT]

I'm new too. We can both eat lunch at the cafeteria and talk about the teachers we hate if you want!

 

[floffyschneeman]

Hello Annik

No need to be scared. Oh alright, maybe at few people here. But it's alright! they wont eat you. We're friendly monsters here

Welcome ^^

 

[Jilted John]

Hello and welcome Annik,don't be scared,come out from under the duvet!

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Welcome

honeysuckle that picture's scary Sterling!

 

[Abdo]

Hi Annik, there is nothing here to be afraid of, just get out your room and have fun

 

[lonelyfairy]

Welcome!

 

[Pheenix]

Hey Annik. Yes, ALL is an open place if there ever was one. Feel free to PM me if you feel you want to start out with more privacy.

 

[Drama]

Hello

 

[Bones]

Welcome to the forum!

 

[annik]

Thank you all for your welcomes. I'm feeling a little less scared now

I'm new too. We can both eat lunch at the cafeteria and talk about the teachers we hate if you want!

Aww this made me smile thanks!

Hello and welcome Annik,don't be scared,come out from under the duvet!

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Welcome

honeysuckle that picture's scary Sterling!

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I'm not sure which one you're talking about but I think they are both lovely. Should I know who the person in the sig is? It reminds me of someone even though I know its not them (I think)...but I'm not saying who because I'll look like an idiot!

Hey Annik. Yes, ALL is an open place if there ever was one. Feel free to PM me if you feel you want to start out with more privacy.

Thank you that's kind, I'll keep it in mind.

I think I'm going to maybe start my first thread now! Eek. I've only been answering a few so far to hopefully help myself settle in.

 

[condemnedsoul666]

Hello
(insert joke here)
Welcome

 

[annik]

Hello
(insert joke here)
Welcome

Hi
(giggle)
Thanks!

 

[condemnedsoul666]

Hello
(insert joke here)
Welcome

Hi
(giggle)
Thanks!

anytime
so how are you finding it here so far and how are you today?
(yes it's a random question)

 

[annik]

anytime
so how are you finding it here so far and how are you today?
(yes it's a random question)

I'm finding it good so far. I've read more than I've posted. I'm not quite sure how I'll be using this place. If I'll just have fun or do a bit of soul searching. Both seem to go on.

I'm also well today thank you. I hope you are too.

 

[Peter Lorre]

Welcome annik I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say that I am/we all are looking forward to getting to know you better!

Hope you'll enjoy your stay

 

[condemnedsoul666]

anytime
so how are you finding it here so far and how are you today?
(yes it's a random question)

I'm finding it good so far. I've read more than I've posted. I'm not quite sure how I'll be using this place. If I'll just have fun or do a bit of soul searching. Both seem to go on.

I'm also well today thank you. I hope you are too.

i'm good

 

[annik]

Welcome annik I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say that I am/we all are looking forward to getting to know you better!

Hope you'll enjoy your stay

Thank you, thats very kind.

I just re read my introduction and Its strange because I don't think I'm coming off the way I introduced myself at all. In a room full of people you can guarantee I'd be the one hiding in the corner hoping to god no one spoke to her. I guess the Internet is different from real life though. I can't sit here not typing anything can I. Plus I guess its easier to think of what you want to say this way instead of blurting out the first thing that comes into your head like a ninny.

I would generally describe myself as unhappy. But on a deep level not a surface level. If that makes sense. I'm by no means a miserable person and can be giggly and silly, but underneath there's a melancholy. Not hidden as such just not always apparent. There's probably a swan metaphor I'm missing.

As for lonely well I'm definitely that and I am isolated from "real" people. I guess thats why I'm here.

Anyway I was just thinking that...