No One Notices

[PoopyPants]

I've changed, and no one notices.

I've given up. For the first time in my life, I have extinguished the flame of hope that I had in other people. My heart is shut down and turned off. Several things throughout my life have changed me. For the first time, I don't even feel like the same person anymore. I don't recognize myself.

I used to be tied to what is right by love and hope. Now I'm neutral. I'm tied to it by honor. A soldier.

The old me is dead and gone. Dead and gone.

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[LoneKiller]

Hi PoopyPants.

Welcome to the forums.

Not to sound argumentative, but if you had completely given up, you wouldn't have taken the time to register and then post. If you are looking for solace here, give us a chance. There are many experienced and compassionate members here who are more than willing to help you in your suffering.

Nobody likes to see someone who has given up out of pain and frustration.
If the details of your dilemma are embarrassing, please by all means, send one of us a pm and we would be more than happy to help you through this.

My name is LoneKiller. It's good to meet you. Stick around a while. You just might like it here. Nobody is going to judge you or consider you weak. It took a lot of strength from you to summon the courage to reach out and ask for help.

We won't let you down.

Sincerely,
LoneKiller

 

[GodHealzBoi]

Just because you aren't where you were before doesn't mean you cant get to where you'd like to be.

 

[whispers]

Hi PoopyPants,
Welcome, i would like to talk more about your situation. I too have shut down my heart, took years of work to open it back up again. I could say i can relate, but i'm not sure what is happening with you. I know that the fact that no one notices is hurtfull, but in the past, i have discovered that people actualy do notice, they just dont want to deal with it, so they pretend you are ok, and hope you will get back to normal. I also want to say that dying to something, can be a good thing, maybe you will come back to life in a better way. obviously something has happened to you, we are here if you want to share more.