Sometimes I get into a mood where it feels like life is just a hamster wheel. I don't mean only my life but the life of everyone who ever lived and ever will or could live. I mean life itself. Everything has already been done and said countless times in the 200,000 years our subspecies has existed, countless people have had the same experiences we're now having, so it's like we're all running as hard as we can and the wheel is spinning like crazy but we stay in the same place.
One corollary is that wanting to improve the world is a waste of time. We can change political and economic systems and social norms, but human nature never changes, so every superficial change we ever make ends up falling apart and things end up being fundamentally the same. I am a bit amazed about how the young people of every generation want to change the world and don't realize their parents did too at that age, and so did their parents' parents, and so on. And it seems like such a waste for every new generation to go through exactly the same crap.
This isn't any kind of crisis, just a mood I get into sometimes. Pills wouldn't help me with it, and it passes anyway, because I put universal futility out of my mind and go on with things. And keep that wheel spinning just so it can spin, just because.
Thank you for reading.
One corollary is that wanting to improve the world is a waste of time. We can change political and economic systems and social norms, but human nature never changes, so every superficial change we ever make ends up falling apart and things end up being fundamentally the same. I am a bit amazed about how the young people of every generation want to change the world and don't realize their parents did too at that age, and so did their parents' parents, and so on. And it seems like such a waste for every new generation to go through exactly the same crap.
This isn't any kind of crisis, just a mood I get into sometimes. Pills wouldn't help me with it, and it passes anyway, because I put universal futility out of my mind and go on with things. And keep that wheel spinning just so it can spin, just because.
Thank you for reading.