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I'm a member of several group-deals sites because I like to do ****...there's this awesome deal going on right now for paint-balling outside my city.
I'm not talking about being locked in some cruddy building and surrounded by people...this looks wicked. I haven't seen something like this before - maybe I need to get out more - but I wanna do it!
******* awesome...12 unique playing fields with assorted terrain; sandy soils, dark woods, ghost towns, missions etc. What's neat about it is that there's training exercises held by police emergency response teams and Canadian military training exercises there.
****.
I would buy that ******* deal for admission of two...what's sad as **** is that I don't even know anyone that I can call to come. I could try my brother (the older one), but he's always too tired, working or busy! The only people on my phone are family, various businesses and my work supervisors. My co-workers don't like me enough to spend time with me outside of work (I've tried) and I'm just tempted to hire an escort sometimes to do stuff like this with me.
My BF is not very active...he would tire out. Or if he goes - I don't think he's excited as I am or would be very enthusiastic. It's like when we go shopping together...he'll just carry my bags and follow me or stand outside (he's a sweetheart haha
).
I want to go on a mission with a group of people that are dedicated as I would be...fuckity ****.
I remember when I was 13 and in Navy Cadets...it was so fun to do the "Capture the flag" thing at night...running through the forests and creeping past forts. Even though I didn't have friends then - it was fun to have a team to be a part of!
I don't mind showing up alone and having them group me with people - but people want to be around people they know for things like this. It's not like I could one day just head down to the bowling alley when I feel like it and "stick myself in a group" and play with them. I could but they'd likely ask me to get my ass out because this is not normal behaviour and when people plan group activities for their friends - they want to go with their friends. Don't fool me please...I'm not a child. I've tried harder than what most people could say. I've "joined in" on my own and have been kicked out before in other situations. It's not that I'm unbearable - but again, it's like you're at a restaurant eating with your friends and someone just plops down and starts talking and eating the food. Yeah, you might luck out once in a while but overall, it's awkward. I'm not travelling out of town only to be rejected. It says right on the site that you need to sign in with your group.
I wonder if anyone understands that it's not as easy as waltzing in. I've done it before.
My heart sunk when this one co-worker that I thought liked me...was arranging group activities and when I asked to join - apparently not enough room for me. Ever. Oh wait...another co-worker wanted to join - the popular one - there's room for her of course.
But everyone loves working with me and I'm so nice!
I'm part of 9 Meetup groups and have attended several few meetings...I haven't really gotten a good vibe and the feeling I get is that none of them would go out of their way to travel with me out of town. Uh...I'm nice to talk to apparently. Pretty much everyone that has shown up to those meetups is either married with kids and would much rather spend their weekends with their family than with me - some weird girl that wants to adventure around and shoot things.
I don't need advice...I know...blahblahblah, I should work on meeting new people and not be obsessed with making friends. I'm not. But holy ****...sometimes, it just burns me because I want to do **** like roadtrips, horseback riding etc and no one wants to go with me or they have no interest in such activities. I was hoping my BF would be interested but...eh...he's not really.
People in general just want to eat, sleep, **** and shop.
If they want to do ****...it's with their friends that they have already - not me.
This reminds me of that time where I pretty much went to Disneyworld alone - thought I'd be a rebel and "have fun on my own".
I did it on a whim...bought a last-minute ticket and the price that I paid COULD HAVE PAID FOR A FAMILY OF 4 if I had booked it a few months earlier. It was fun...but I remember thinking to myself: "**** needing a friend to have fun! I'll try this ride out...I know it says you need a partner, but maybe there will be an odd person out and I'll just go with a stranger!". Needless to say after lining up for so ******* long and asking the attendant...I was told that "Everyone that goes to this ride already has a partner" and was turned away. That wasn't the first time at Disneyworld...it happened a second time. I even popped into a raft-thing with 3 other guys...you'd think they'd be happy to have some girl in a bikini join it!
Wow - they looked pissed I intruded! Well...I guess that's my fault. I'm not some young, hot White girl which is what I find most young guys gravitate to - even minorities.
Okay, okay...what I really want to hear is if you'd do this with me...hypothetically if we knew each other in real life. Even if you lie to try to make me feel better - it'd probably work.
I know...this isn't a big deal. I'm making a big deal out of nothing...but holy ****.
I've spent tens and thousands of dollars on having fun on my own...you know no idea how ******* much I'd much rather spend a day with a friend doing cheaper **** like this.
I would even ******* pay for the other individual...buy you dinner...****.
Asking someone to spend time with me is like I'm asking them to get a root canal...holy mother of pearl. I don't want anyone to tell me I'm nice anymore...I'd rather be the crazy bitch that's fun to hang around with.
I'M GOING TO BE ALL GLOOM AND DOOM THE NEXT FEW HOURS.
I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A LOVELY DAY.
I HATE EVERYONE KTHNXBYE.
I'm not talking about being locked in some cruddy building and surrounded by people...this looks wicked. I haven't seen something like this before - maybe I need to get out more - but I wanna do it!
******* awesome...12 unique playing fields with assorted terrain; sandy soils, dark woods, ghost towns, missions etc. What's neat about it is that there's training exercises held by police emergency response teams and Canadian military training exercises there.
****.
I would buy that ******* deal for admission of two...what's sad as **** is that I don't even know anyone that I can call to come. I could try my brother (the older one), but he's always too tired, working or busy! The only people on my phone are family, various businesses and my work supervisors. My co-workers don't like me enough to spend time with me outside of work (I've tried) and I'm just tempted to hire an escort sometimes to do stuff like this with me.
My BF is not very active...he would tire out. Or if he goes - I don't think he's excited as I am or would be very enthusiastic. It's like when we go shopping together...he'll just carry my bags and follow me or stand outside (he's a sweetheart haha
).I want to go on a mission with a group of people that are dedicated as I would be...fuckity ****.
I remember when I was 13 and in Navy Cadets...it was so fun to do the "Capture the flag" thing at night...running through the forests and creeping past forts. Even though I didn't have friends then - it was fun to have a team to be a part of!
I don't mind showing up alone and having them group me with people - but people want to be around people they know for things like this. It's not like I could one day just head down to the bowling alley when I feel like it and "stick myself in a group" and play with them. I could but they'd likely ask me to get my ass out because this is not normal behaviour and when people plan group activities for their friends - they want to go with their friends. Don't fool me please...I'm not a child. I've tried harder than what most people could say. I've "joined in" on my own and have been kicked out before in other situations. It's not that I'm unbearable - but again, it's like you're at a restaurant eating with your friends and someone just plops down and starts talking and eating the food. Yeah, you might luck out once in a while but overall, it's awkward. I'm not travelling out of town only to be rejected. It says right on the site that you need to sign in with your group.
I wonder if anyone understands that it's not as easy as waltzing in. I've done it before.
My heart sunk when this one co-worker that I thought liked me...was arranging group activities and when I asked to join - apparently not enough room for me. Ever. Oh wait...another co-worker wanted to join - the popular one - there's room for her of course.
But everyone loves working with me and I'm so nice!
I'm part of 9 Meetup groups and have attended several few meetings...I haven't really gotten a good vibe and the feeling I get is that none of them would go out of their way to travel with me out of town. Uh...I'm nice to talk to apparently. Pretty much everyone that has shown up to those meetups is either married with kids and would much rather spend their weekends with their family than with me - some weird girl that wants to adventure around and shoot things.
I don't need advice...I know...blahblahblah, I should work on meeting new people and not be obsessed with making friends. I'm not. But holy ****...sometimes, it just burns me because I want to do **** like roadtrips, horseback riding etc and no one wants to go with me or they have no interest in such activities. I was hoping my BF would be interested but...eh...he's not really.
People in general just want to eat, sleep, **** and shop.
If they want to do ****...it's with their friends that they have already - not me.
This reminds me of that time where I pretty much went to Disneyworld alone - thought I'd be a rebel and "have fun on my own".
I did it on a whim...bought a last-minute ticket and the price that I paid COULD HAVE PAID FOR A FAMILY OF 4 if I had booked it a few months earlier. It was fun...but I remember thinking to myself: "**** needing a friend to have fun! I'll try this ride out...I know it says you need a partner, but maybe there will be an odd person out and I'll just go with a stranger!"
. Needless to say after lining up for so ******* long and asking the attendant...I was told that "Everyone that goes to this ride already has a partner" and was turned away. That wasn't the first time at Disneyworld...it happened a second time. I even popped into a raft-thing with 3 other guys...you'd think they'd be happy to have some girl in a bikini join it! Wow - they looked pissed I intruded! Well...I guess that's my fault. I'm not some young, hot White girl which is what I find most young guys gravitate to - even minorities.
Okay, okay...what I really want to hear is if you'd do this with me...hypothetically if we knew each other in real life. Even if you lie to try to make me feel better - it'd probably work.
I know...this isn't a big deal. I'm making a big deal out of nothing...but holy ****.
I've spent tens and thousands of dollars on having fun on my own...you know no idea how ******* much I'd much rather spend a day with a friend doing cheaper **** like this.
I would even ******* pay for the other individual...buy you dinner...****.
Asking someone to spend time with me is like I'm asking them to get a root canal...holy mother of pearl. I don't want anyone to tell me I'm nice anymore...I'd rather be the crazy bitch that's fun to hang around with.
I'M GOING TO BE ALL GLOOM AND DOOM THE NEXT FEW HOURS.
I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A LOVELY DAY.
I HATE EVERYONE KTHNXBYE.
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