Sense of positivity

[thelonegamer]

I'm always talking about how unfair life is, or how people treat me bad, or on how my relationship with my parents is bad, or on how my relationship with my girl is bad, or how my life is wrong.
Enough!
I feel I'm on a stage of my life where I'm shaping the person I'm going to be in 10 year from now, a stage where I can actually make choices. Something I probably won't afford to do some years on.
I want to be a star. Not necessarily a Hollywood star, just a shining star in my own world. And I believe I can be this star I so much crave. And that's all I need: belief in myself.
Here is where I need your help. I can't be who I want to be here. I'm that kind of guy that would take off my shoes in the middle of the street if I see an old homeless man's feet burning because he has no shoes. Why? That's a story for another day/thread.
I can't do that. Not here. Not now. I can't be that super awesome person I see in my mind and heart. I've written here somewhere that if I were rich I wouldn't be wasting my time on stripclubs and million dollar suits, I'd rather live in the simplest of all apartments while helping others. Believe it or not, that's me.
What on earth is my problem? =/
I'll just wait until I can reach my destination which is to have a lots of money, after that, well, you'll all know about me for sure

 

[ladyforsaken]

I want to hear that story for another day/thread. Why would you take your shoes off if you see an old homeless man's feet burning? Because you want to give him your shoes? That's very kind of you, if so.

Also, go positivity! I'm not always good at being positive, but I think I try my best enough to ensure that I try to be in control with my life and what I want to have in my future. At least I'm trying I think? And not just resigning to fate and saying, it's done, I can't have that life. It's gonna take time to get where I want to be, but I think it'll be worth the fight and effort.

So, good luck!

 

[thelonegamer]

I want to hear that story for another day/thread. Why would you take your shoes off if you see an old homeless man's feet burning? Because you want to give him your shoes? That's very kind of you, if so.

It's not because I want to give him my shoes, it's because he needs it more than I do. Trust me, I'm not egocentric. I would stop in the middle of the street, noon time, his feet burning with the heat of the sun on the ground, and I'd just take them off and give it to him. I'd either do that or take him to a shoe store and get him enough pair of shoes. What sucks is that it will be that same guy wearing those same shoes robbing you another day. I guess it's the reason people don't do that many often.
That was a metaphor. What I meant was I'm willing to help others who ARE in need of help. We're just passengers in this world, I'm not wasting my time with worthless stuff. I came here with nothing and with nothing I'm going to leave this world so... A pair of shoes isn't a big deal

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Also, go positivity! I'm not always good at being positive, but I think I try my best enough to ensure that I try to be in control with my life and what I want to have in my future. At least I'm trying I think? And not just resigning to fate and saying, it's done, I can't have that life. It's gonna take time to get where I want to be, but I think it'll be worth the fight and effort.

So, good luck!

That's exactly what I think. The fact that it's our fate doesn't mean we can just sit down and let it come. We can actually do stuff. We are doers after all. So, I'm not settling. I'm keep going to believe I can always get better because I do can get better. Never settle for less.
I'm off to the ship of positivity and happiness
Good luck for everyone!

 

[ladyforsaken]

I see now, sorry I'm a bit literal at times!

Indeed. Good luck!