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ShybutHi
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Well i have just about given up on myself... i cant take it anymore. The lonliness is killing any zest for life in my body and mind. I always just seem like an acquaintance to people and thats it. I have some long term friends and some family near me, they are very nice people who i am very glad to know. I also see a few of them really often and know them well but i dont really have a proper close friendship with anyone and never have done. You know... someone who you can "truly" relate to on an emotional level, my friendship group and family just never talk about these things. Also all of my friends are in a relationship, engaged or married.
I think everyone needs to have someone to share things with at some point in their life, even if its for a short while, its just natural, its a physical and mental need for humanity. It seems nowadays that the majority of people by a large percentage around my age of 24 have found someone. I dont know any single women at all in my town and it has a fairly big population.
Whats the point in living with no one to love or love you back?
Having no one close to me in the entirety of the universe makes me feel worthless and pointless. I feel like this even despite my love for the creative arts, my great love for playing, listening and creating music, my open-mindedness to others viewpoints and subjects, my want to learn more about the world, its wonders and to embrace its beauty. I so wish for there to be another soul in the equation that is my life so we can share the experience... its just not the same on your own.
I may aswell give up because im ugly as hell and rediculously shy which is a terrible combination. I think females are simply not interested in me so im going to be single all my life. I expect im the last person a nice woman would want to be with and even if she did i wouldnt be able to notice the signals let alone make any kind of move.
It really sucks to be alone in this world, especially for someone who wish's to share their experience with someone... To share the experience that we call "life".
I think everyone needs to have someone to share things with at some point in their life, even if its for a short while, its just natural, its a physical and mental need for humanity. It seems nowadays that the majority of people by a large percentage around my age of 24 have found someone. I dont know any single women at all in my town and it has a fairly big population.
Whats the point in living with no one to love or love you back?
Having no one close to me in the entirety of the universe makes me feel worthless and pointless. I feel like this even despite my love for the creative arts, my great love for playing, listening and creating music, my open-mindedness to others viewpoints and subjects, my want to learn more about the world, its wonders and to embrace its beauty. I so wish for there to be another soul in the equation that is my life so we can share the experience... its just not the same on your own.
I may aswell give up because im ugly as hell and rediculously shy which is a terrible combination. I think females are simply not interested in me so im going to be single all my life. I expect im the last person a nice woman would want to be with and even if she did i wouldnt be able to notice the signals let alone make any kind of move.
It really sucks to be alone in this world, especially for someone who wish's to share their experience with someone... To share the experience that we call "life".
