Some Days I Just Feel So Apathetic to Everything.

[Retrospective81]

Lately, I feel just so apathetic and indifferent to everything around me and my situation.

My job, relationship status (single, not had a girlfriend in a long time). Everything really.

It's a horrible feeling to have in all honesty. I've even struggled to reply to many people I really wanted to support here and that sounds so bad, to me it is and I feel so heartless. But I just feel so numb most days now and I sit there, unable to reply back to many here and those in my situation. Not even being able to find any word to begin with.

Please, don't judge me for that. I already feel ***** enough for that as it is.

If I see a couple holding hands or an attractive girl in the street or my workplace I just feel so empty. Nothing is in my mind. I just feel 'literally nothing.

Even life in general, towards people, society etc I just feel so indifferent some days.

Why we are here, society's traits, the media, religion and politics it all seems so meaningless and pointless to me and just goes 'over my head' nowadays.

It seems like I'm just living and not experiencing.

Anyone else felt this way?

 

[Sci-Fi]

I think many people have been or are where you are at and feel the same way. Sounds like you are over analyzing things too much, try to let go and enjoy the simple little things in your life. The stuff you have control over.

 

[Triple Bogey]

Lately, I feel just so apathetic and indifferent to everything around me and my situation.

My job, relationship status (single, not had a girlfriend in a long time). Everything really.

It's a horrible feeling to have in all honesty. I've even struggled to reply to many people I really wanted to support here and that sounds so bad, to me it is and I feel so heartless. But I just feel so numb most days now and I sit there, unable to reply back to many here and those in my situation. Not even being able to find any word to begin with.

Please, don't judge me for that. I already feel ***** enough for that as it is.

If I see a couple holding hands or an attractive girl in the street or my workplace I just feel so empty. Nothing is in my mind. I just feel 'literally nothing.

Even life in general, towards people, society etc I just feel so indifferent some days.

Why we are here, society's traits, the media, religion and politics it all seems so meaningless and pointless to me and just goes 'over my head' nowadays.

It seems like I'm just living and not experiencing.

Anyone else felt this way?

sounds like you need some excitement in your life, something to look forward to, a new hobby to try.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Please, don't judge me for that. I already feel ***** enough for that as it is.

No judgment here. I think most of us probably have days/weeks/months like that at times.

 

[daughter of the moon]

It's a classic depression. 'tis probably not helpful, but at least you know there's a name you can put on it.

 

[Retrospective81]

I think many people have been or are where you are at and feel the same way. Sounds like you are over analyzing things too much, try to let go and enjoy the simple little things in your life. The stuff you have control over.

I am trying my darnest, believe me

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It's a classic depression. 'tis probably not helpful, but at least you know there's a name you can put on it.

Depression? really? I don't feel down or anything. I've suffered from depression before and I've not felt like doing anything and felt like *****. This time it's different. its emptiness/indifference/neutral just nothing. I'm still talking to people when I go out etc whilst before I wouldn't even look at anyone/keep my head down etc.

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Please, don't judge me for that. I already feel ***** enough for that as it is.

No judgment here. I think most of us probably have days/weeks/months like that at times.

Thanks. Really, I didn't expect anything less here really it's my safe haven!

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Lately, I feel just so apathetic and indifferent to everything around me and my situation.

My job, relationship status (single, not had a girlfriend in a long time). Everything really.

It's a horrible feeling to have in all honesty. I've even struggled to reply to many people I really wanted to support here and that sounds so bad, to me it is and I feel so heartless. But I just feel so numb most days now and I sit there, unable to reply back to many here and those in my situation. Not even being able to find any word to begin with.

Please, don't judge me for that. I already feel ***** enough for that as it is.

If I see a couple holding hands or an attractive girl in the street or my workplace I just feel so empty. Nothing is in my mind. I just feel 'literally nothing.

Even life in general, towards people, society etc I just feel so indifferent some days.

Why we are here, society's traits, the media, religion and politics it all seems so meaningless and pointless to me and just goes 'over my head' nowadays.

It seems like I'm just living and not experiencing.

Anyone else felt this way?

sounds like you need some excitement in your life, something to look forward to, a new hobby to try.

Indeed, you are right! Not sure what though!

 

[Triple Bogey]

I think many people have been or are where you are at and feel the same way. Sounds like you are over analyzing things too much, try to let go and enjoy the simple little things in your life. The stuff you have control over.

I am trying my darnest, believe me

---

It's a classic depression. 'tis probably not helpful, but at least you know there's a name you can put on it.

Depression? really? I don't feel down or anything. I've suffered from depression before and I've not felt like doing anything and felt like *****. This time it's different. its emptiness/indifference/neutral just nothing. I'm still talking to people when I go out etc whilst before I wouldn't even look at anyone/keep my head down etc.

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Please, don't judge me for that. I already feel ***** enough for that as it is.

No judgment here. I think most of us probably have days/weeks/months like that at times.

Thanks. Really, I didn't expect anything less here really it's my safe haven!

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Lately, I feel just so apathetic and indifferent to everything around me and my situation.

My job, relationship status (single, not had a girlfriend in a long time). Everything really.

It's a horrible feeling to have in all honesty. I've even struggled to reply to many people I really wanted to support here and that sounds so bad, to me it is and I feel so heartless. But I just feel so numb most days now and I sit there, unable to reply back to many here and those in my situation. Not even being able to find any word to begin with.

Please, don't judge me for that. I already feel ***** enough for that as it is.

If I see a couple holding hands or an attractive girl in the street or my workplace I just feel so empty. Nothing is in my mind. I just feel 'literally nothing.

Even life in general, towards people, society etc I just feel so indifferent some days.

Why we are here, society's traits, the media, religion and politics it all seems so meaningless and pointless to me and just goes 'over my head' nowadays.

It seems like I'm just living and not experiencing.

Anyone else felt this way?

sounds like you need some excitement in your life, something to look forward to, a new hobby to try.

Indeed, you are right! Not sure what though!

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are you interested in photography ?
That's a good hobby, you don't need other people and it's get you out and about.