Supernatural influence ?

[Somnambulist]

Ever feel like there's a dark and powerful presence inside you that keeps you from meeting or connecting with people ? A presence that ensures you never learn the meaning of joy ? A presence that makes you hate the sunlight, for the sunlight illuminates all evidence of the life that you feel you can never experience ? A presence that you feel is otherworldly ? A presence that makes you feel dead long before you enter the coffin ?

Do you ever feel like you're possessed ?

I have a background in science, so I'm not coming at this theory from total ignorance. I can't prove this is true, but I also can't prove it's not.

Anyone relate ? I'm NOT interested in a debate. Simply want to know if anyone else feels the same/similar way.

 

[lilE]

I do believe we carry a certain aura, energy even, and other people can feel it without much on our part, it reveals itself in subtle ways.

 

[Somnambulist]

I do believe we carry a certain aura, energy even, and other people can feel it without much on our part, it reveals itself in subtle ways.

YES ! That's what I mean, exactly ! Other people can feel this energy that we emanate ... it reveals itself. And, once they sense that energy within us, they run far away. They're scared by it.

 

[Wayfarer]

Uhm like anger at the world or other people or at yourself? I mean lol it can be explained in many rational ways. But everyone is free to believe what they want, really.

 

[Restless soul]

I hear. And by rational ways you mean feeling really
Down on yourself. Poor-self image. Feeling insecure.
These are things I feel are cripple me each day in ways you describe