Well...

[Wudu123]

I always considered myself a strong man.60 more years of loneliness? $%^$ it, I can endure that.But it's not like I want to... I just couldn't hurt my parents by committing you know what ;/
It all started in a kindergarten, I learn to read at a very young age, and since the library was very near my house, as a kid I used to read more than 10 books per week.Afcourse, that took a lot of time and I don't really talked much to other kids back then.And from there It started like a snowball, after kindergarten there was school, after school university and all the time I was mostly alone.
And I can FEEL when I talk to someone that they can see me through, that I'm a some weird dude(I kinda became one after so many years afcourse).I do have interesting (I think) hobbies, I like classical literature, chess, philosophy, love historical movies... But no one ever seems to be interested in me. When I go to the party or something, I want to talk to someone, but I can never really "connect" to anyone.It's like I have something in me that pushes people away (although I always try to be polite and listen more than talk myself).So I come back and dive into my little world again, only coming out to shop for food.
To tell you the truth, I'm tired.Sometimes I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up (I know, classic xD) It's like a never ending circle ;// And yes, I play chess alone lol xDD

 

[paulo]

60 more years to work on not being lonely anymore. (positive thinking ).
or you could ofcourse sit back ride it out and wait for the end.
people dont look at you and see everything you are, they just look to try and figuere out who you are.
they see what you show them and thats usually the way you think about yourself.

there are so many people out there, and so many you will never have a connection with,.
and there are some you will, there are a lot less of them though, you just need to find em.

play chess alone and you will always win
i havent played in a long time, i wasnt that bad at it i think .
SOME ONE GET ME A CHESS BOAD.. NOW!!!.

 

[IgnoredOne]

Do you participate in chess clubs and chess games?

Your intelligence and education may be off-putting to many. May I inquire as to your age?

 

[rosebud]

I love chess too. The game isn't well liked by many people, because it makes you think hard. I play online a lot, have you tried it?