That song reminds me of my EX-GF...
I used listen to it...so i can cry...becuase I'm a guy.
I would always have watery eyes but could never actaully cry...that's why i wore shades.
I can relate to the song in too many ways.
I used to listen to it all the time for 3 years.
I love her so much. I remember when she was well.
i didn't know how to stop loving her no matter how much i tired.
and why in **** is loving someone suck a bad thing ?
She still couldn't figure it out....becuase she was so ****** up out
of her fucken mind...she was gone, mentally and emotionally,but
we were still living together and sleep in the same bed.
it was like a freaken monster showed up 7 years into our relationship
after she relapsed.
All the fucken chaos. All the wreackage. All the seperations.
All the sleepless night. I asked her to come home..but she was
right there in front of me in the living room. I stood by her side
in sickness and in health...For years...I just wanted her to hold me.
Still to this day...i still have feelings of wanting her to hold me and love me back.
It's about co-dependency...
I think there's another song...."call me when you're sober"
