Yeah, I think something happened to me a couple of years ago and the 1990s just slapped me in the ******* face again and that could probably explain "yello"
My name is Sarah. I'm living in Ohio and I am 20 years old.
This is a typical night for me...lonesome, sitting on the computer, diarrhea of the keyboard.
I'd like to chat with anyone on here. I'm open, but I just feel that, in life outside the net (sometimes on here, as well), it is very difficult for me to feel like I fit in or connect with anyone. I can talk to people without seeming anxious anymore, I just always end up judging myself for what I've said later. I've been rejected by a few people I was close to and I really cared about them - deeply. It comes naturally for me to be honest and open, but I'll have to pay a price later because there are people who do attack other's insecurities once they've been exposed and I did not even realize that until recently, but I still can't help but remain open, so it's probably my fault if it happens again. Just been kind of depressed because I think about the rejection almost every waking second, even when I'm at work. I feel too sensitive for life sometimes. I'm always happy, when I listen to music, though..unless it's Jeff Buckley. I'm really into Blur. I love their music. The satire. The straight forward material. I also really like Gorillaz, as well. Somtimes, Damon Albarn's voice is the only thing that can make me happy. I was trying to work out today and I started crying because I was thinking about someone I missed..Kids with Guns came on and I thought of what Damon Albarn said during an interview. They asked him about going back and listening to Blur's old material and he said "No, I move forward. I don't go backward. I move forward" it was the way he said it. This helped me move forward today. I really admire the guy.
My name is Sarah. I'm living in Ohio and I am 20 years old.
This is a typical night for me...lonesome, sitting on the computer, diarrhea of the keyboard.
I'd like to chat with anyone on here. I'm open, but I just feel that, in life outside the net (sometimes on here, as well), it is very difficult for me to feel like I fit in or connect with anyone. I can talk to people without seeming anxious anymore, I just always end up judging myself for what I've said later. I've been rejected by a few people I was close to and I really cared about them - deeply. It comes naturally for me to be honest and open, but I'll have to pay a price later because there are people who do attack other's insecurities once they've been exposed and I did not even realize that until recently, but I still can't help but remain open, so it's probably my fault if it happens again. Just been kind of depressed because I think about the rejection almost every waking second, even when I'm at work. I feel too sensitive for life sometimes. I'm always happy, when I listen to music, though..unless it's Jeff Buckley. I'm really into Blur. I love their music. The satire. The straight forward material. I also really like Gorillaz, as well. Somtimes, Damon Albarn's voice is the only thing that can make me happy. I was trying to work out today and I started crying because I was thinking about someone I missed..Kids with Guns came on and I thought of what Damon Albarn said during an interview. They asked him about going back and listening to Blur's old material and he said "No, I move forward. I don't go backward. I move forward" it was the way he said it. This helped me move forward today. I really admire the guy.
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