Ah I was just venting thanks people, it's been really hard to do...
I used to feel this all the time, social anxiety disorder, it took me a long time to overcome and nowadays I couldn't care bloody less what others opinions of me are.
You're awesome Princess, intelligent, beautiful and bloody fearless that's facts not an ignorant opinion.
Wayy I hope I can get there, thing is I get soo mean when I stop caring.
The important thing I think is to make sure you don't give him a chance to come back.
I've seen a documentary on the BBC once about a guy who was in a similar situation, where the girlfriend was abusive and violent.
She always found a way to get back into his life, and there was always a certain period in which it looked like she had mended her ways, but she quickly feel back to her abusive old self.
I really dont want to go back, I just want a clean break, but I have been with him since 16/17 he's been here this whole tome through terrible situations, it's very hard to walk away and be certain you'll never look back.
It can be **** hard to let go, but painful as hell to try to keep hold of something that's broke and just brings pain. It can take courage to recognise that moment or oppotunity to turn the page on a relationship and to begin a new chapter instead. A new blank page with you holding the pen.
I agree, here's to new beginnings, and investing in mental wellbeing.
I gave your post a "like", not because I like that you're sad, but because I agree with your decision.
The relationship wasn't healthy, but you're wise enough to realize that now, and strong enough to face the uncertainty of moving forward.
Honestly, I think you have a lot going for you, and that eventually you will land on your feet.
You're still very young. Don't be afraid to give this situation the time it needs, to work its way out of your system.
Thanks Skafishyy I feel old lol super old, but im excited to move on officially
He looks like a young Craig Scheffer.
Couldn't even think who that was lol, but yeah I see it, think it's the stupid filter to be fair.
Yes, it hurts at first but it's going to be better though it can take time(I've read it can take half of time you were together or even more). You're a nice person and due to what I've read in your posts, I think, it's a right desicion.
Get wel soon, new roads are waiting for you.
^ Exactly! And this happens not only for those who are abused. So Cen, be strong and don't let him back if he tries.
Awh god, I am hoping he will just not even try with me, I dont want it to be up to me, because I have proven I cant be trusted when it comes to love.
I think you just matured several years and are heading towards a better life.
Here's to that!
Didn't Pamela Anderson legally prevent herself from remarrying Tommy Lee?
Fist thing to do is delete him from your social media and contacts.
Lucky for me I dont use social media, he wasn't an avid user so really happy I dont have to worry about that, I will however, try stay away forever. my friends are getting sick of me, always going back at this point.