I'm an introvert and have only been able to freely socialize with a small group of people for most of my life. That's one of the reason why i've never joined organization in school. I'm missing out on those experiences where i learned to introduce my self and etc. Now, in a couple of days i'm about to start my first intership and i have anxiety over what i should do, how i should act.. Based on my experience people will not exactly line up to start a conversation with me because i'm not attractive and i look 'scary' because i'm silent( i dont know what to say) when meeting new people. Help. I'm even considering backing out of this potentially useful internship because i'm afraid i'll look stupid. Let me die