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LUKA UK
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Hi everyone, just come across this iste and thought i would join and see if its any more help talking to people in a similar situation to me ?
I have read a few threads already and so many of the things you all say are the things I feel and think.
The trouble is that i have been thinking this way for so long now it seems like second nature to be lonely, I dont really know another way to think.
I forget sometimes when i go to work and keep myself busy, i forget then. but sure enough it comes back again when i get home again.
I thought years ago that things would change, that things would just happen and someone would come along to be a really good friend and want to be with me. But in reality i find most people i have met are pretty selfish, i cant help feeling "not wanted" by anyone. I know its stupid and probably a bit selfish too, but honestly, most women i have met in the last few years wouldnt even think twice about going out with me and most that have, have ended up rejecting me and going out with someone else.
And thats my problem now, i am looking back after many years of being on my own , rejected buy women, and feeling really lonely. I keep looking at the few chances i did have with deep regret that i didnt try harder at the time and show that person that i really loved them, maybe if i had they would be here now and things would be very different.
Regrets, now they are really powerful emotions ! but thats another long story.