Hello. I don’t usually use this forum so forgive me for not knowing much about posting here. I’m a 52 year old man who’s been in a relationship/marriage for 20 years. Now at my age I realize that I’ve wasted too much time trying to love a woman that didn’t truly love me. I’m not sure where to start but it’s time for me to move out of the relationship and try to find happiness. I feel so alone and I hate it. I like the company that a loving relationship with a decent woman brings. I don’t even know where to start in my new life. Being alone is a new thing to me. I’ve never been so down. I feel like it’s me against the world. Oh well, I’m sorry for rambling. I’m not even really sure what to say or do at this point.