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sometimesthewolf
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I'm 31, female, from the U.S.
Ideally, I'd prefer a female companion as it seems to be incredibly rare to find another woman to chat with, but beggars can't be choosers, I suppose.
I have nothing to lose being less reticent than usual, since I'm behind a cloak of anonymity here, so I'll be up front and admit that life has hardly been bearable for me the past few years, for various reasons. Some elements I am trying to change to rectify my disposition, other elements of my life aren't so easily changeable, unfortunately.
As a result, I live a very reclusive existence. I have no IRL friends. Even online friends are difficult to come by. I'm not lamenting here, just telling it like it is. But yeah, it does get... spiritually and emotionally distressing at times not having any interpersonal relationships to find solace in. So, I'm deciding to take a little gamble by sending out an invitation to see if anyone else is in the same boat, or perhaps would like to see if we *click*.
(Of course, propositioning others online doesn't always lead to the same results as a friendship blossoming organically, but I figured I'd try anyway!)
Anyway, some of my interests are: writing, composing music, reading aphorisms or poetry, sci fi and horror films, antinatalism, existentialism, nihilism, Orthodox Christianity, Gnosticism, the occult/esoteric, guns/combat stuff, video games, modular synthesis, conspiracy theories, true crime stories/shows.
One of my favorite movies is The Matrix due to all the philosophical analyses it tends to bring forth. I also love the television series True Detective for this exact reason. Rust Cohle is a beautiful character, in all his Lovecraftian glory.
I'm big on philosophy in general, but definitely no well-read expert by any means. I mainly have stuck to Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, some Kierkergaard. I kind of left nihilism for a pursuit in Christian faith, but if I'm honest, I've been more of a tourist than a purveyor. I guess I'm awaiting some spiritual epiphany to come zap me out of the confines of my own personal hell.
Video games have been a big method of escapism for me. I started seeing them as works of art, because some are. Last of Us, Alien Isolation, The Witcher 3, Red Dead Redemption 2. Incredible experiences.
This is all surface-level, shallow stuff, anyway.
If interested, just PM me. Maybe we can escape the matrix together.
Ideally, I'd prefer a female companion as it seems to be incredibly rare to find another woman to chat with, but beggars can't be choosers, I suppose.
I have nothing to lose being less reticent than usual, since I'm behind a cloak of anonymity here, so I'll be up front and admit that life has hardly been bearable for me the past few years, for various reasons. Some elements I am trying to change to rectify my disposition, other elements of my life aren't so easily changeable, unfortunately.
As a result, I live a very reclusive existence. I have no IRL friends. Even online friends are difficult to come by. I'm not lamenting here, just telling it like it is. But yeah, it does get... spiritually and emotionally distressing at times not having any interpersonal relationships to find solace in. So, I'm deciding to take a little gamble by sending out an invitation to see if anyone else is in the same boat, or perhaps would like to see if we *click*.
(Of course, propositioning others online doesn't always lead to the same results as a friendship blossoming organically, but I figured I'd try anyway!)
Anyway, some of my interests are: writing, composing music, reading aphorisms or poetry, sci fi and horror films, antinatalism, existentialism, nihilism, Orthodox Christianity, Gnosticism, the occult/esoteric, guns/combat stuff, video games, modular synthesis, conspiracy theories, true crime stories/shows.
One of my favorite movies is The Matrix due to all the philosophical analyses it tends to bring forth. I also love the television series True Detective for this exact reason. Rust Cohle is a beautiful character, in all his Lovecraftian glory.
I'm big on philosophy in general, but definitely no well-read expert by any means. I mainly have stuck to Nietzsche, Schopenhauer, some Kierkergaard. I kind of left nihilism for a pursuit in Christian faith, but if I'm honest, I've been more of a tourist than a purveyor. I guess I'm awaiting some spiritual epiphany to come zap me out of the confines of my own personal hell.
Video games have been a big method of escapism for me. I started seeing them as works of art, because some are. Last of Us, Alien Isolation, The Witcher 3, Red Dead Redemption 2. Incredible experiences.
This is all surface-level, shallow stuff, anyway.
If interested, just PM me. Maybe we can escape the matrix together.