dn560
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last year was at the airport and there i saw this girl, she was pretty she had a cute face nice flowing hair and the sweetest voice. this might sound stupid but i fell for her ever since, i for one never had this happen before im the type of guy to get to know someone then after a while i might like someone but this was different, i fell for her. i think about her ever since then i saw her again but i was in a car, my uncle seems to know who she is and says he wil ltake me to meet her but im scared i get rejected. back then i was good when it came to girls mostly because i had my long hair clear skin and i was alot more fun back then. ive changed since due to hypothyroidism, anxiety, depression etc. i dont talk to anyone no more but i really like this girl i havent been in a relationship since 2012 before i got ill. i have been lonely ever since really wanna talk to her get to know her but i feel if she looks at how hideous i am she'd probably think im ugly and a loser (because i am) so idk. theres something about her that makes me smile and smiling is something that i do rarely, it might seem weird in a way she doesnt even know who i am and im crushing on her. might sound stupid also but i feel sort of a connection between us or maybe im insane but all i know is theres something about this girl that captured my attention. really dont wanna meet her my confidence is in the toilet and i might hyperventilate and embarass myself so idk...really had to get this off my chest sigh....:'(