CenotaphGirl
Under the dirt, that’s my home ⚰️
Ugh low self-esteem is just so foreign to me, I feel like i'm someone else sometimes....
So CenotaphGirl has officially finished her new look forValentines Day Monday?...
I went on a Moulin Rouge theme, and it's funny because my mum has said I look like a pirate
Not... the look I was going for but it's a very dramatic look and truthfully it's the first time I dolled up...
Well since the attacked and it's a massive step for me. I feel like it's a step closer to the real "me"..
My fella says I look like... the reason he's gonna get fired today but I think he's just trying to be supportive.
I cant help but feel at war with myself, I should be happy but... I just don't feel beautiful, desirable, attractive anymore, I just feel... "progress"? Like maybe one day I can be Cen again... One day I can model again, act again, you know? Maybe that's more important right now than feeling like a "hottie", but it feels like this is the one day, you wanna be the apple of your fellas eye.
Anyway, I know most on here hate Valentines Day, however, I really hope one day someone makes this day special for you, or if nothing else, I hope you all have an amazing Monday
So CenotaphGirl has officially finished her new look for
I went on a Moulin Rouge theme, and it's funny because my mum has said I look like a pirate
Not... the look I was going for but it's a very dramatic look and truthfully it's the first time I dolled up...
Well since the attacked and it's a massive step for me. I feel like it's a step closer to the real "me"..
My fella says I look like... the reason he's gonna get fired today but I think he's just trying to be supportive.
I cant help but feel at war with myself, I should be happy but... I just don't feel beautiful, desirable, attractive anymore, I just feel... "progress"? Like maybe one day I can be Cen again... One day I can model again, act again, you know? Maybe that's more important right now than feeling like a "hottie", but it feels like this is the one day, you wanna be the apple of your fellas eye.
Anyway, I know most on here hate Valentines Day, however, I really hope one day someone makes this day special for you, or if nothing else, I hope you all have an amazing Monday