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Headache. Not only did it hurt like hell, but it also ruined my plans for today and tomorrow; both were unbearable

1.5 :ROFLMAO: in CEFR C2(mother language) + B2 + A2. Actually A+B=C, so it makes C2+C2=2 languages

I really don't understand, how being interested in someone who is "taken" can help you get what you don't have :unsure: :( If I'm hungry and see seomeone with a sandwich I have no intereset in their sandwich, I'd like my own. btw, I was told once, that someone took interest in me, but they...

Sometimes I think it's a curse

CHatGPT is going to take my job, and I have no idea, what proffesions will still exist in a few years or how to live further :rolleyes: I'm so deep in dept...

The Rings Of The Power s2

I'm thinking of practising small talks and have no idea how to do it. Let's imagine there is, let's say some hiking group. I'd like to practise language + communicational skills, so I find a victim(how to choose one, roll lthe dice? And more difficult: how to make sure a victim doesn't mind...

When I played, sometimes I wanted to play a game with someone who knew the rules and played good, but in that cases we arranged with the friends only, didn't announce it on all the internet. They organize the tables in advance so maybe they need more affords to arrange a table loyal to people...

random thought: What does "beer evenings" or "game eveings" or "parties" or other things like this have to do with life-work balance. Does "life" suppose only life in a company, does nobody have kids/dogs/cats waiting at home? After a working day I mostly want to be left alone, at least by...

It's "just" board games, the only stake is a dopamine. Just the board games geeks are so geeks.:) Dunno, maybe they just don't want some weird strangers or smth like this.

About me joining them. They told me, they are not sure it will work good, it will take for me too long to get into the cards due to my lack of language. Maybe they are right(though I don't think so:)), anyway they want to have a good time, understandable, I also used to prefer to play with the...

^ and they are not happy about it... probably it's smth really wrong with me irl. I feel like again in a kindergarten people don't want to play with me... should I complain to my mom?:ROFLMAO:

I was here, just reading. Thank you. I'm afraid not to understand people and/or to upset them. It's not cool to play with someone who can't play good, but probably if they had someone good to play with, they wouldn't come to a group. Thank you. I wrote to them, omg!

I found a boardgame group, but I'm scared to go :( I'm even scared to ask, what language do they speak or maybe I don't need to speak a lot while playing. I'm also not sure if older people can visit, I mean nobody forbid them, but if there are only young ones there then it's uncomfortable. And...

In some way I'm anti-Schrodinger cat. Neither alive, nor dead. I can't stand my age but I have the obligations. Is there a way out of it? I'm so tired. Of everything, job that I almost hate, loneliness, salary, duties. And it's not going to be better, it's too late. I don't have any motivation...