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I can't take this anymore. I want so much more out of life. I want ******* people; friends! I have them (a few) but I'm barely able to see them and I just feel like I'm drifting farther, and farther apart. My best guy friend from my teen years doesn't even respond to me 90% of the time, and...

My parents think social networking sites are stupid. The only thing my dad does on the computer is play solitaire, and my mom doesn't even own a computer. :p

xD Nilla FLUFFY!!!! ^_^ FTW!!!

Lulz. :3

Holy crap a person with sense. O_O Brian I think I love you. Vanilla I just love ya more. No disrespect to misunderstood. Your situation must be tough, but you did make a choice and now this is what you must deal with; these are your consequences. Unless you gave the baby up, you have a much...

Heck, you can get those for $10-$20 down at your local mall kiosk nowadays. :3 Usually it's the older guys that wear the sunglasses inside the already dark club that are loaded. :p

Thank you. I just have no idea what is best for me. I dunno if I'm truly meant to be with him or if I'm just settling, or if I'm dating above myself....and after almost 5 years...I gotta know.

You're right, I don't like relying on others for happiness, but I can't seem to fulfill that happiness myself. I don't even know where to begin or what to do to really feel fulfilled.

I wouldn't mind being approached but I'm not going to be YANKED out to the dance floor randomly. That just reminds me of the middle school/high school scene; it sends the message to me that the guy is immature and lacks any social experience. If a guy starts dancing right next to me while I'm...

Yeah I'm glad at times...but at other times it makes me feel worse at the times that I don't feel very connected. Worse because...I can't just go off and find someone for the moment even if I wanted to, and I'm not talkin' about getting laid; just to even...be with, in that way. Then it'd be...

That's how I feel half/most of the time a lot lately. Blah. I don't care so much about actual sex. Just want to be wanted and chased after and just...feel satisfied I guess. I feel a little less of woman after each day passes it seems like. Cos...I HAVE a bf, even if it is long distance....he...

Congrats Sophia! :D That is awesome about your boss being so nice too! :)

So who was it?

Thank you P2P. =] Yes, focusing on my heart beat doesn't make me feel better. I usually feel the same way and get freaked out. As a matter of fact, that's how I had my first (and worst) anxiety attack. *shudders* My boyfriend once tried to help me by having me focus on his but that just made me...

I need to talk to a professional, possibly see a doctor. I'm trying to take care of myself but I'm scared, alone, and possibly anxiety-ridden. I can't tell if that's what's making me feel like this physically or if I have worse problems due to undernourishment over the weekend. I've been making...

Thanks Rocket. :) Speaking of eating...I've only eaten once today and I really need to put more into my system, including hydrating myself with some water. I am so confused with stuff in life but now I just wanna be numb for a bit.

I'm trying. =\

Yeah, I started to cry during and after class on Friday...was just a tough day. I am so ******* lonely and sometimes I just can't take it. I suck at a lot of stuff, I'm not that great, don't really have anything that special about me, no matter how hard I try. And now I feel so "emo" saying all...

Well, I've e-mailed my school advisor to meet so that I can see who she suggests I go see, for some counseling. I'm hoping that will help, both with the depression and the anxiety. As for support groups, I have no idea if there's any around here or near the school, but I could ask around, and...