This is another thread that most likely ends up in some flame of off spam, something about taste of vanilla Popsicle, but the reason why I ask:
I am trying to figure out what is reason for let's say... unsatisfied lives,
so I can understand people better. "Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering." (Shakespeare or Star Wars, not sure).
would you like to describe what worries you?
for instance, I'll start:
you know, life is unfair and some people have happy relationships from the title of their beauty or their age. Or their monetary status... Some man are desired because they look like guys from magazines, I envy them. For me every "normal" meal means gaining unaesthetic fat and than suffering over oats and plain meat. Second, I was young, fool and naive and some men used this against me. Because of them I lost solid ground under ground and didn't quite got over it until today. I feel like victim of bad luck and don't want to repeat mistakes by entirely avoiding certain situations... and feelings.
how about you?
I am trying to figure out what is reason for let's say... unsatisfied lives,
so I can understand people better. "Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering." (Shakespeare or Star Wars, not sure).
would you like to describe what worries you?
for instance, I'll start:
you know, life is unfair and some people have happy relationships from the title of their beauty or their age. Or their monetary status... Some man are desired because they look like guys from magazines, I envy them. For me every "normal" meal means gaining unaesthetic fat and than suffering over oats and plain meat. Second, I was young, fool and naive and some men used this against me. Because of them I lost solid ground under ground and didn't quite got over it until today. I feel like victim of bad luck and don't want to repeat mistakes by entirely avoiding certain situations... and feelings.
how about you?
