I've been under lots of stress dealing with this situation trying to learn a job skill that's hard for me, and also searching through my life, trying to retrace all my wrong steps and get back on the main road, trying to find myself. I haven't had much to talk about with anyone, that doesn't involve those two topics and I'm afraid they're not much fun.
Then of course, there's the situation I've been in, being single and all that, and all the negative feelings I have about it, and just trying to figure out how to get out of it. But that's not pleasant either.
I know I haven't talked to you. But it's not because I don't care anymore.
It's because I don't want to make an impression on you that I am a boring and negative person, or that we don't have that much to talk about after all. I don't want you to think that we can't really talk and I don't want it to fizzle out. I just don't know if I've had thoughts lately, or have anything to say lately, that you'd find interesting. I've just kinda been stuck in myself. I haven't had a lot of inspiration lately.
I feel bad leaving you on the shelf as time goes by, but I do miss you. And I hope that when I feel like I'm in the right headspace, you'll still feel like talking.